SOOOOOO

theres theres girl.. and shee just might b wifeyy

I HATE

you

I DONT LOVE YOU

love

love,
now wat does this word mean...

this word is just a word filled with nightmares and dreams....

u dream of a perfect life , but have nightmares of its end...

love is just a word i hope i never ever have to here again...

for the feeling of love means to open yur soul..

and to let someone in is loves main goal..

til u let someone in and they never try to leave...

but if they ever did u feel like u kant breathe

love can turn to hate as simple as its seems..

but thats when u have nightmares and no more dreams

nightmares that scare u , and u dont no wat to do

i dream of u everyday but my nightmare came true.

we dont konnect now and we dont akt like b4

but remember 1 day my love will b knocking.

hoping u open the door

my life

so im sitting here at work and i thought to myself that i havent wrote anything in a while so let me just write , welll right now im at work and im listening to the radio , on fb , an don aim... ikinda have a headache and i dont wanna b here but its easiers then stealing kandy from a baby kuz i just sit down .. well i been ohde depressed lately and i know exactly why im depressed .. its it all revolves around 1 word.. 1 word that i dont not wanna speak of,... because that 1 would shouldnt b the reason im depressed .. i been hooking up my room lil by lil .. next will b the tv .. thinking about getting a 67'' flatscreen but idk yet kuz its $2,000 and i been saving for a kar ../ so im trynna see if i kan get it for wayyyyyyy cheaper... maybe wait till black friday , to kop it .. speaking of blac friday . its soon to make a year that i got shot on black friday,.. my unkle is in the hospital and thinking about thinfs like that makes me believe life is too short to not live ya life and to b going threw so much shyt depression and aggression.. i need a happy life ., and my unkle is getting better .. but i dont like seeing him in the hospitol.. i dont wanna see any1 i no in there that i kare about .. its not a good thing .. i recently lost someone klose to me and thats def not a good feeling... i need to better my life... i need that vacation i think that would help ... but i still dont wanna spend money kuz i need a new kar., theres so many things i wanna buy .. things i need to buy..
i miss my hair too..
i wanna grow it back but then i dont .. idk .. fuvk it..
well... im bout to get off this and just do nothing for another 3 hours , get off of work 7 am to then go back 7pm

ps.
....IMY... YEA ........ U OVER THER WITH THE HAIR