MI VIDA

i dont understand you , i wish i did,


i really wish i did

mi vida 10/20/2011 3:03 am

the way that i feel about you i kno that i will never feel about any one else, nore have i ever felt that way about any 1. some times i sit and think about wat it would be like growing old with you , because i know thats something i would do . looking at you , speaking to you . listening to you . i just kno deep down that i really do love you . theres been a few gurls in my life but kant any of them or any other gurl change the way i feel about you . i go to sleep at night thinking of you i wake up in the morning thinking of you i go to work.. thinking about you , maybe not 24/7 but enough to no that 70% of whats on my mind daily is the thought of you , the thought of us. i wouldnt want anything else. i sit and tell myself that its not gonna work between us because i kan see by the way u act you dont seem interestedin bieng more than friend. to me thats how it seems. but at the end of the day i dont want any body else. idc about anybody else. im willing to do what it takes to make you my baby , my future, mi vida , mi corazon. im tired of living the single life. and i kno for a fact i kan be the man you need, the nigga thats gonna take kare of you when u sick the nigga thats gonna say baby dont worry , i got you . the nigga thats gonna argue with you over little shyt but still love you in the end, because im ready to put forth the time and effort. i know u was in love with ya ex and im not even gonna lie, gets me jelous becaus i should be the 1 to put a smile on ya face , i should be the 1 to pick u up from work . you no .. the guy that gets a kall from yur mother asking me how im doin. aint nothing better then koming home and the person you love is there waiting for you or yur there waiting for them. ive been threw trail and error with so many gurls that i know for a fact that im ready to make this into forever, im ready to grow with you. love everything about you.wanna know what i like about you the most? no matter what ppl say or do , you always stood true to ya self, u have a very unique personality and the funny thing that i just noticed is that i have pictures of you everywhere. lol my computer at home , my komputer at both my jobs, my ipod my phone and my photobucket. sheeesh..... im sprung. i know for a fact i love you more then i love myself and i never thought i say that but from the bottom of my heart just know this
i loved you
i love you
il always love you
kant nobody ever change that

i guess for now since yur not answering yur text or yur not andwering yur phone
i guess il just fall back
live life
and if its ment to happen
itll happen
well gn
im off this
08/28/08

3/31/09 my princess

i swear she was like my best friend, and i cared so much for her. idk y things messed up but it did , i had feelings about her that i didnt feel for any1 else// i did love maybe 2 other gurls my whole life but this was a diff love , i loved talking to her kuz she was the only 1 that new exactly wat i was feeling . i made her laugh and i loved the way she laughed .. but i messed up and im sorry for that .. even tho we dont talk and we dont hang out she will always b 1 of my best memories nno mater wat ppl said about her i no i said somethings to her that i might of said to other gurls but i did mean them .. it wasnt a game ,.. i would love for things to go back the way they used to b because i was in my own world talking to her.. i kould read the letters everyday and be happy and sad at the same time.. if she only really knew how i really felt when i read them , ima change man .. i didnt change much but i changed enough to b a great friend even if we were not ment to b i would of thought we'd stay friends but i guess all good things kome to an end. but why right now? and if shes reading this i didnt wite this so u kould read it and by some miricle want me back , i wrote this because i dont kare wat any gurl thinks i wrote this because sometimes u have to write wat u feel and sometimes i feel better about this.. all i really wanted was for u to b my best friend and to kare and love me for who i am , i dont kno how all this mix up with other ppl got into the situation but what i do no is that when u kare about someone and u make promises u should keep them

SOOOOOO

theres theres girl.. and shee just might b wifeyy

I HATE

you

I DONT LOVE YOU

love

love,
now wat does this word mean...

this word is just a word filled with nightmares and dreams....

u dream of a perfect life , but have nightmares of its end...

love is just a word i hope i never ever have to here again...

for the feeling of love means to open yur soul..

and to let someone in is loves main goal..

til u let someone in and they never try to leave...

but if they ever did u feel like u kant breathe

love can turn to hate as simple as its seems..

but thats when u have nightmares and no more dreams

nightmares that scare u , and u dont no wat to do

i dream of u everyday but my nightmare came true.

we dont konnect now and we dont akt like b4

but remember 1 day my love will b knocking.

hoping u open the door