chillen home today .. hot and muggy, and i have a headache.. smh
i hate having a headache.. my eyes is real low
and i feel like ima pass out .. if i do
fuck it
i die

so my parents left to st thomas for 10 days i guess i got the free brib , havent slept since yesterday, idk if im tired or if i wanna work out idk if im hhungry or if im thirsty , idk if im hot or im good, idk wat today is , but i do no i love you o_0

10:15 am

i still havent been to sleep and i just noticed
im madddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
thirsty
wth and im hot
my room has a ac but i kame out here to b on the pc real quik..
i wonder is any1 actually reading this?
o well
ima keep typing anyway
goodnight
see u at 8pm tonight when i wake up
lol
gonna straight work out =]

7:19 pm

i just woke up and i feel better from when i went to sleep .. i kinda had a headache, maybe i thought of you too much ?
lol
fuck it
it hurts me more when i dont think of u
idk wat this is
ima go skate kuz i havent skated in mad long so fuck it im bored

6:45 am

and for some reason i dont feel too good.. im going to bed

by the oceanview, while i think of you

im stressed
really
really
stressed
its 512 am and im going outside to the water and watch the sunrise while i think of you
the only thing that klear my mind of stress is when i full my mind with u
are you some type of medecine?
well i hear the birds chirpping which means its time for me to go
bye
i love you

FML

SO TODAY I WAKE UP AT 8PM, I DONT NO Y I FLIPPED MY WHOLE SCHEDULE AROUND. MAYBE BECAUSE MY NEW JOB IS GOING TO KONSIST OF STRAIGHT NIGHT SCHEDULES... THATS CRAZY, WELL I WOKE UP TO FIND OUT THAT I HAVE A TICKET ON MY KAR FOR 10 DAY EXPORED REGISTRATION ON MY KAR
SMH

IDK WHY THIS HAPPENES TO ME
IM LIVING THE WORST LIFE EVER
EVERYTHING IS GOING ABSOLUTELY WRONG AND IDK HOW TO MAKE IT RIGHT
THIS SUCKS
I WISH I HAD SOMEONE TO TELL ALL MY SECRETS TO

i dream of you distant dreamer

yea , i kut my hair fuk it.. i had it for 16 yrs. it was about time for a change

who is she? i always think of her, always .. not to menton the times i get distracted by thinking of her. is this love, yea, pretty much